Can you believe I hardly post 20 blog updates
in a year, some blogger I am (laugh). I guess life just caught up with me. Everyone
my age seems busy building career, family and stability and I am no different.
This outfit is very similar with one of my
old posts, which I posted few months back (here). This dress is in right fabric
in right color, hugs at right places and just feels right for summer. This
military green has gotten under my skin somehow and you bet they are my current
favorite. I don’t wana endlessly rehash on strip dresses as I gave my opinion
in older post. Today, you can just enjoy my photography.
Can you believe our time to enjoy sunshine
and summer breeze has almost come to an end. It’s a bittersweet goodbye but I
am looking forward to falls, as they are the best season after spring. I love
seasonal changes, from every sticky hot summer to bone chilling winter bites,
they have their own beauty to enjoy. Through the years, I applaud myself for
growing, not just physically but mentally. Over the years I was able to work on
myself, work on my insecurities. And my insecurities ran deep. By insecurities
I don’t mean comparing myself with other girls and finding myself short. It was
more like resentment towards my parents and our life style. My family is just
so busy all the time, even as a kid we were given way more responsibilities
than any kid our age should ever take. We learnt so many things early in life;
we were grateful but started resenting about all the things we were supposed to
do but missed. All the cancelled family events because my folks were busy, all
the school trips my brothers missed because my dad needed hands. Parents noshow
in any of school functions. We were always groomed but didn't know what for.
Banks, their interest, mortgages, Bank Guarantees, I knew most of it by the
time I was old enough to call myself teenager. My siblings still work 15-18 hrs
everyday, I choose to live little bit hence all these shopping (hahaa). I don’t
blame my parents; they are who they are not by knowing right people in the
system, not by luck, but through sheer hard work. They always wanted everything
for us what they couldn’t have; along the way they might have got side tracked
but now I am forever grateful for all the lessons taught in early stage of my
life. Because looking at some people I know, its hard to instill the life
lessons when you are grown ass. There are people who works 9-5 jobs and think
no one else works as much as him. Hello! Adults here, that’s the least everyone
should work. And being able to afford
nicer things on whim is not so bad ( laugh). Work hard everyone, your dreams
are just one bottle away. Phew! Did I just bare my soul ? ( wink).
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